Today is what would have been my due date for my 2nd pregnancy. I woke up feeling ok with the day. The toddler let us all sleep in until 9am, which was a surprise and then I spent the morning cleaning, painting and sprucing up the backyard a bit. :0)
It was just like every other day, like I should not have been 9m pg or possibly going into labour. While it concerns me that at some point in the next few days it going to hit me hard at the worse possible time, I'm also taking this as a good sign that perhaps I've finally healed, I'm finally ready to move on. Not forget what happened or forget my wee babe that is in heavens arms, but be in a better place emotionally, able to finally move on with things.
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