is officially on crack this month. I removed a couple of temps that I know for sure were buggered, but it does not have my Ovulating until Tuesday. I know for a fact I ovulated on Thursday. Not that we are TTC this month, but it's a good thing I know, since we have been using TCOYF as FAM.
I'm starting to have 2nd thoughts about trying in June. I'm thinking maybe of putting it off until July. Silly really, I can't really play 'god' with my due dates, but if we got pregnant right away next month it would be March 5th. Is it bad I'd rather have an April on baby instead of an end of Feb./early March babe? I mean we could have problems this time, what if we do and I keep thinking "We should not have skipped June!"
I'm still worried about a mid-wife as well. April apparently is a busy month. I need to stop stressing about it but I think I will until I get a BFP and call and am told, yes we have room in April still. I'm also thinking about Paris and how far along I'd be. Just under 3m would probably be better....
I called my mom last night to wish her Happy Mother's Day and the topic of a Midwife came up (she was asking about paris and if we were going to wait until we came back to TTC) and she's not comfortable with the idea at all. She spent 10 minutes telling me she did not understand why I wanted to go the Midwife Route and how much "cheaper" and "safer" it would be to just see a doctor and deliver at the hospital. Telling her we would probably still deliver at the hospital bc Owen was not comfortable doing it at home did not win any points for my decision to have a midwife.
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