this month since I m/c'd. Sometimes it seems like yesterday, other days it feels like it happened to someone else completely. Tomorrow it will be 1 month before my EDD. I'm not sure how I feel about that. I had fully planned/hoped to be pg by now. I *thought* that by being pg before my EDD and before my other friends gave birth, it would make things easier. But sitting here right now, I'm not so sure how I feel.
I almost think it will be better if I can make it through the next few months without the crutch of being pg to help me through it. O and I have decided to take a break..indefinitely. I need to be healthy mentally as I can be when it happens, and right now I do not feel that way.
On top of everything, my cycles are still not normal. I'm averaging 40 days in length and I'm still Ovulating pretty late in my cycle, even for me. So perhaps a small break will give my body the chance to finish healing.
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