Positive

Against my better judgement I took a pregnancy test this morning (at 10DPO last time I got a BFN, it was not until 14DPO I got my BFP with Tash). I have (had) four and thought, what the heck, might as well. I was totally preparing myself for a negative, and my breath sort of caught in my throat as the pee went under the little plastic window and I did not even get the control line. I thought WTF?? It's a bad test. Of course I did not use a cup, so I figured Great! now I have to wait until tomorrow. Damn. So I held on to it and came down downstairs to toss it, taking one last look at it to see that not only was there one line, but two bright-no-mistaking-it lines. :D


I have 2 digital tests but decided this morning that since I got a neg with the digital test went I was testing to see if I was pregnant with tash, I figured I'd try the line one bc then maybe I'd get a faint line and I'd test again in a couple of days with the digital. I think bc I'm a freak I'll probably test again with a digital on Friday.

So who have I told? No one. Not even Owen. Last night I asked a stupid question "Do you think I'm pregnant?" and he goes "No, we can't be that lucky to get pregnant so quickly." Then he spent 10 mins. admonishing me about even considering to test today. "Don't do it, wait and if your period does not show up this weekend, then mother nature has told you that you are pregnant, no test required!" Plus it's only 57% chance you'll get your positive this soon, I can give you a 50% chance right now that "no you are not preg" and it's just as good. Gee thanks hon.

I'm sitting here in the kitchen, staring at the test thinking "here we go again" and "Tash is going to be a big sister" followed by "omg I'm having a baby at the end of April!"